today gonna talk bout my unit NPCC..looks like theres alot that need to be done to change the unit to be a better one..hmm..they all didn't hav the discpline n the sense of urgency...n they also didn't pay attention when one is talking..haiz..as a newbie i didn't dare to scold them so much coz i scared they will think i'm bad...hmm..but i aso dun want to take advantage of my kindness...even hui shan and alex asked me to become more fierce n strict so that they won't take advantage of me...haiz..i dunno what i shud do...do u think i'm too kind...hmm...i think i can be fierce and i'm gonna challenge myself especially during the NCO course...hmm..i'll be the Assistant In Charge for the course...i hope i can do my very best in everything..from passing knowledge and also to train them to be discpline,to attain the standard of drills,to hav sense of urgency,n to be always alert...i'm gonna make sure that i'll not give them face as they are already sec 3 n shud already noe sum of their stuff...sumtimes i also think to myself how i am able to becum a CI...haiz...niwae today i did shout awhile at the sec 3..hmm...practically..actually today i did nothing much during NP...i just stand around and assist the commander...tmr will be the day for the campcraft gerls to show their girls power...hmm...good luck to them...i'll cum down to support you...JIA YOU!!
